Update sort of...

An update, I have started my weightloss journey and so far I know I've lost a little over 10 lbs. by half way following the liquid diet and mostly not. On the days that I have not followed the diet I still watched what I ate (this included counting/estimating calories, but you have to be honest if your going to estimate) and a few of those days I did exercise.

SO, its being going okay, but this is in the 5-6 weeks that I've been trying to watch my weight. Its time to get serious. I am preparing my mind to commit to 21 days of straight liquid diet and exercise. Hopefully this will work out like I plan for it to. I hope that the next time I'm on here I'm celebrating or talking about how far along I'm going and how successful I have been. I'm tired of coming on here and not really having any results to show. I know 10lbs is a lot of weight to lose, but its not showing in my clothes. During my 21 day diet I plan to take pictures every three days to document my progress.

Maybe I don't really see a big change because I haven't really been taking pictures so I don't realize how much weight I've lost. I know my pants are fitting loser, but these skinny jeans that are only a size down I still can't completely fit into. I can pull them up a lot more than I could when I first started so that is a plus, but I want to fit them, button them up, and look good in them. I'm starting to think that its either me or the way the pants are made and thats why I can't fit them. But honestly not being able to fit those has deterred me from trying to see if I can fit some clothes that are two sizes smaller.

My goal is to go from the size 16 I'm in into a size 12, hopefully by this summer. This would make me happy. I like how I look at a size 12 its perfect for me and looks good. I found some pictures of me back then and have decided that I really want to get back to that. That was a little over 4 years ago. To undo 4 years worth of damage I have to commit. I can do it and I will watch me.